hungryhunter | IC Inbox/Appointments for savetheearth

I'll be home on the 3rd.

Can I talk to you?

I think it's about time we talked, yeah.

[HE'S NOT EVEN CALLING OR TEXTING OR ANYTHING. He literally just got back and made sure Shin was back at his place before coming to Sasha's place.

He sits in his car about ten minutes berating himself like the teenager he is before he finally gets up and goes to knock on her door. This is going to go so well.]

[An unsuspecting Sasha opens the door only to freak out a little bit when she sees him.

On one hand, she's been waiting to get this over with. On the other...actually dealing with it is terrifying.]

Oh. Uh...hi.

[You know how confident Matt normally looks? He does not look like that right now.]

... Sorry I've been avoiding you.

You made me worry a lot.

[God. She's not good at feelings. Someone help her.]

Can--[He glances around to make sure no one's outside.]

Can you come outside?

Yeah. I guess.

[Stepping out and closing the door behind her...]

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[He takes a couple steps back.]

I did something really shitty. [THIS IS A GOOD WAY TO START HE HOPES. Admitting he fucked up?]

Yeah, kinda.

[He's lucky she likes him as much as she does.]

And then I played it off as a joke. [He sighs heavily.] Thing is... it wasn't.

You're cute, Sasha. Funny as hell, too. And probably the only person in Locke who can out-eat me. And I guess with all the stupid joking I was thinking about everything--

And it was really shitty. I'm really sorry. I didn't know what the hell I was going to say to you, so I just... didn't say anything. And then I got back late, because of the mob--[He shakes his head. It's not a good excuse for being an asshole.]

I should've apologized earlier, but I thought it'd be even worse over the phone.

Okay.

[She takes a deep breath, trying to process all of that.]

I'm not. Going to stay angry or anything. Um. I just--you left me hanging, you know? I didn't know if we...

The things I say in my head don't normally make it out of my mouth. [Which is saying something considering what does normally come out of his mouth.

He really wants to ask "If we what?" but he's trying to avoid making things worse.]

Just how much is going on in your head, then?

[Because he says a lot of weird shit, yeah.]

So, uh...I'm glad it wasn't a joke?

It's a pretty dark and terrifying pl--

[Wow. Wow a blush clashes with that blue really badly. He blinks stupidly at her.]

... You're not going to hit me or anything? [SASHA SEEMS LIKE THE TYPE TO PACK A PUNCH.]

Not this time, at least.

[Is she joking or not? Who knows.]

Let's try to avoid a next time, though.

Ah--yeah. Okay. [He looks away.]

Do you want me to... go? [He gestures at his car??]

Well considering the fact that I'm only now getting to talk to you after how long?

[And like where is this going. This kissing and you're cute stuff. Don't just leave her hanging again.]

[Don't tell him to avoid a next time! He's very pessimistic about all this.]

It's only been a couple weeks. ... They were kinda packed, though, so yeah, it feels like forever.

And I mean, this isn't even really...resolved. So you can't leave yet.

I'm... really bad at resolving stuff like this.

I'm not either, but...[Well look who's blushing.] You said you weren't just messing me with me, so...

[Two stupid teenagers doing stupid teenager emotions.]

You never told me how you felt about it, you know.

I said I was glad, didn't I?

[Ah yes the game of trying to make the other one be the first to say something less vague.]

That could mean a lot of things! [Oh god don't make him do more emotions than he did tonight he already admitted things!]

[OKAY OKAY DEEP BREATH SHE CAN DO THIS.]

Well, I mean I...like you. A lot.

--Wait, really?

[THIS IS HOW YOU REACT.]

Uh, yeah, really.

[Why else would she be blushing!!!!]

I like you, too--I mean. I already said that, kind of. Without actually saying that. I mean--

I'm really bad at this. [In case you couldn't tell. He looks so out of his element.]

[She laughs a little at that.]

Well, you're better than I am. Probably.

Trust me. I'm not.

So... now what? [He never imagined the part where he got to this point.]

The hero and the villain give in?

[She's so lame don't make her say this in normal terms.]

[He laughs at that one.]

Their secret identities involved in a forbidden love affair. [At least he seems less completely awkward, now.] Can I, um--

[Yes that's a full question, Matt.] Right. This time, I mean.

Y-Yeah, sure.

[Well she apparently gets the message regardless.]

[Oh good. Then he will close that gap of those few steps and kiss her again except this time it's less of a stupid fuck up and more of a "I still don't know what I'm doing but I'm trying???"]

[It's okay Sasha's not sure what she's doing either. After a second of awkwardly trying to figure out what to do, though, she puts her hands on his shoulders and kisses back.]

[Yeah they're not too stupid to figure this out. It only took half a month. Matt has no idea what to do with his hands now, which were firmly shoved in his pockets, so he pulls away after a few seconds of this.

And he smiles that stupid smile that he smiles when he's about to say something stupid. And it could make things a whole lot worse.]

You should never joke about virgin sacrifices to a guy, Sasha. It gets into his head.

[Well lucky for him she just laughs a little bit.]

Sorry about that.

... So can we call this even? [What do you do after you admit to attraction? Shit. Okay step two: date???????]

And, uh--do you want to come over for video games sometime this week? [Yes, Matt. Sure. That counts as a date.]

If that's how you want to put it...and sure. I'm not gonna go easy on you, though.

Where would the fun be in that? When I beat you, I don't want to hear anything about letting me win.

IC Inbox/Appointments for savetheearth

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RUDE MATT

the 3rd around 7pm because i am a patient individual

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I have no icons for this

i dont think its something anyone expected to happen

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